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At last it's Monday decision

That goes through my head at this time. Many things I have just received an unexpected text message if you ask me to leave everything to you the sender is unknown but who he is.
Why did you have to back to haunt me, why did I ever see you again?, Why do you look? Why should I?.
Searching for you was one of the worst mistakes I've made above that I did not expect such a reaction from you. Try to be cold and say that I had changed, I had passed, to make clear that nothing you could tell me would bring back the past. But I know too well and I know I always clinging to the past, you know I'm never going to overcome anything, you know I believe in the eternal and make the same mistake over and over again if I could not think of the consequences. So look for me, so think back to your side if I were to ask and it's true I have not changed at all but no. I will not, I can not why I can not think clearly? Why do not you forget about me all this time? Why do not you disappoint me? Weight 30 kilos but I have not done anything with my life Why do tears never stop falling? Why? Still want to hold you back I will not do. That serious harm on so that response never even get me hurt. He is a good guy I know will understand your problems and get over it together and still not do you now have wings so you can fly. That's what I always wanted you could fly yourself and do not care if you fly by my side, next to another or fly alone. No are the vulnerable person that I met are now able to aponerte the world with your own strength, will not let things that happened to you and damage you caused to happen again. At least that's the impression I gave. That's where I'll believe. That is my decision that I even lie to myself is what I do.
cry today and tomorrow I'll wipe the tears that it is time to move on Monday is back and I've cried enough I've regretted a lot and I remembered that's not bad enough that one is useless. That nothing will change now again be the strong guy and was always determined that tears goodbye, and goodbye to many things that helped me to forget while stopped my progress. Goodbye complacency. Today is Monday

Receipt Monday
weighing 120 kilos and with tears in his eyes last. That does not mean that I will never mourn
For that there is never.